Don't know why that is. I guess I have had not much to say? I think more it was a case of me flailing about a little. Sometimes I forget to take time for myself, and I wind up over extending myself, leaving me with no time. My friend Annette helped remind me of that. Time -Space -Solitude. It has been a while since I have focused on that at all. I have been hitting it pretty hard since I moved to Boulder. Lots of people and being out. Lot's of Music too. Add that to my already chaotic life of single parenting and presto. . . I'm out.
The last two days have been really great. I got a lot of stuff done I have needed to get done, and a am all ready for my parents and my kids to come. I will have a full house! I love it though. . maybe a little stressful, But I am stoked. I miss my family terribly. I looked at pictures of Angela, Me and the girls. I had a moment but then it went away. I don't miss her any more. I went to her Facebook and I really could have cared less. Nice. ha ha. That may not mean much to most people but it means a lot to me. I spent a lot of nights and days hurting over her. I am grateful for father time and the loss of emotions.
My life has changed so much in the past year and a half. I thought it would have done me in, but life prevails. I have met some great people this past year. My house mates are really great people. I have connected with one of my great friends, Cheryl. Life is good. I am solid.
I met a girl. I think I like her. I thought I would not feel anything like that again. She is great and I expect nothing to come from it. I am happy with the feeling of being interested. It has been a while.
I am listening to David Gray. It is late. I am groovin man. . . .
