another move. .

yeesh. From my house to the Mellow Yellow, to the Brooks tower, to the Highlands, and now to Boulder. All in just over a year. I am over it. But. . . happy. That is the thing right? That is what I always say all people deserve. The right to be happy. I am living in a cool house with some seemingly cool people.
My kids and I have our space and that is important to me. We can bike everywhere we need to go which is fantastic since my car is muy viejo. Boulder seems to offer some really great stuff too. .
I think tonight, the girls and I will make dinner and then maybe bike into town to play on Pearl St, and get Ice Cream! Yes! tomorrow is a BBQ with the Konold's and then Katrina's Birthday. Sunday is all about us again, and fun stuff we want to do. I am really stoked to see my kids this weekend. I miss them all the time. . but by Friday. . it is really hard to stay focused. =) I love the weekends. . . yeehaw.

Feeling trapped

Not Healthy. I am stuck mentally and financially. Financially because the money Angela has come after me for is more than I have. I truly don't know what to do? Mentally because I feel guilty about how this effects me. I should be able to rise above this. My friend Josh Dawson just passed away from cancer he fought for many years. Leaving a wife and child. I cannot imagine that. That is real heartache. So I am trying to balance my own emotions here. I should be stronger but I also want to fight. . FUCK! Not so fun for a saturday. . . . I have to go write checks for more than I have. . this blows. Sorry. this is truly just venting. I'll be more in-depth next time. Grey Saturday. .