Friday, May 30, 2008

Forward Momentum. .

Off to Denver tonight. I am looking forward to getting the Girls and I out of town where I can be alive and mentally stable. =-) I definitely feel cluttered up here. I like the forward momentum that I feel when I am out of town. I am sitting for a friend in Wash Park. I have not spent a lot of time down there and am stoked to check it out. I think the park until the girls are exhausted and then Pizza and a movie sounds great to me.
I friend turned me onto a book. It is about Divorce from the eyes of children. These are accounts from present day adults who have gone through this. I am excited to view all this from their eyes. I continuously feel terrible for them. That they have to go through this due to their parents fucking selfishness. I have a goal though, which is to lead them with all that I can learn. To be a better Father and guide then I have ever been. To make a commitment to bettering myself for them is about the best I can give. They need all of me. I am stoked to give that to them.
Oh yea. Going climbing with Steph on Sunday. It is going to be a lot of work to get myself down there but it will all be worth it when I get to place my hands against the rock. Feel its familiar texture. Grasp on conviction and pull my body up with it's own force. I love to climb and I am stoked to finally get to be outside. Soon. . . .

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